Something to Tide You Over.Ten Things I Wish I Could Say to People:
1. I'm afraid. Of the change, of moving on and discovering what it means to truly be independent. I want to live in the past, in safety, where everything remains as I know it. Is that so wrong?
2. You're a dork, and despite how brash you are, it's hard sometimes to tell you how I feel. I'm very craptastic with words, it seems. Dammit. I'll find a way, and embarass us both. Deal?
3. LOLOLOL. I love you- even though we're fucking crazy, when we talk. I swear to god, someone somewhere is going to hear us one day, and commit us to the crazyhouse.
4. You're my brother, and no matter how much we don't talk, or how far we drift apart, you'll always be my big brother. Even though.. I'm not going to lie, there are times.. Especially that time with the wig, I don't know you. (<4)
5. You're crazy. I wrote something for you once, and I hope you know it's you I'd direct this to. With shadows swirling like fog around your ankles, I believe were the words I chose, I'll help you find your way, if you should ever ask. PS, I need to send you an acorn. Hee.
6. Stop being emo. Enough said. You're a fairly depressive person.
7. You.. are the biggest asshole I know. If I could find the actual courage to beat the life out of you, I would, for what you did. You take, and take, and don't seem to understand the reprocussions. One of the last times I saw you, I would have beaten you so badly for what you did, how scared you made her, if I had found the courage. It was my fault I couldn't do anything, and I hope, I sincerely hope that one day, what you deserve comes to you.
8. I miss you. You left, as soon as I got here.. You're my mom, really. I found comfort, affection, and love from you. There's no way, no way I can honestly say thank you enough.
9. Giggles. I missed you. I might not speak much nowadays.. but, I did miss you. .- .
10. You're pushing me. Please stop. I'm uncomfortable, and I don't know where I want to go. As long as you keep pushing, I will dig my heels in and fight you every single step of the way.
Nine things about myself:
1. I.. Secretly adore squirrels.
Okay. Okay. Fine. Not so secretly. D:
I hate you all.
2. Emotion + Michelle = OTP. For real. If you've ever talked to me, you'll know that one day I'll be cheery as can be, and the next, depressive, to the point of really stupid thoughts.
3. I am kind of girly, when people aren't watching.
4. Despite the fact that I will instigate a good debate from time to time, I hate fighting. It's upsetting. I dealt with it enough at home.. and have had quite enough of it.
5. I hate the cold, and yet the north is home to me. I love snow, and I love the bite of the cold against my nose in the wintertime.
6. I am a poet, albeit, my inks have long dried up. I have a harder time writing more now.
7. As a person, I am very aloof. I don't care much about anything in general.
8. I hate finances. If I could go without money, and the economy, I would.
9. I'm a nightowl. Always have been, always will be.
Eight ways to win my heart:
1. You have to be yourself. I hate poseurs. Uniqueness. <3
2. It's very cute, if you act very masculine. I tend to giggle at it.
3. Liking music, is a definite plus!
4. You should be able to tell me, or show me how you feel. I'd like it.
5. Liking random affection is a must. Maybe not publically, but I'm a cuddlefiend.
6. Take me for a long walk on the beach? (Corny, I know, but corniness is lovely.)
7. Be over-protective, but not overly so, if'n you catch my drift. Subtly, like.
8. Uh.. I don't know. Surprise me.
Seven things that cross my mind a lot:
1. Uh. One person.
2. [link]
3. The military.
4. Pippin. /facepalm
5. WoW!
6. Stressful things.
7. Next month!
Six things I do before I fall asleep:
1. Get my work uniform ready for tomorrow..
2. Pack some bus tickets into my wallet
3. Play a bit of WoW
4. Annoy a certain someone until I go to bed. (<3)
5. Think about what I want to do with my life.
6. Listen to some music
Five places I want to visit:
1. Texas!
2. Northern Europe (Fo' shoz!)
3. Afghanistan (For the culture)
4. Alaska
5. Egypt
Four things I'm wearing right now:
1. Silky black paints (Heehee silky!)
2. Happy Bunny socks (FOR THE WIN!)
3. A long sleeved gray shirt
4. A gray tanktop underneath.
Three bands that I listen to often:
1. Marilyn Manson
2. Poets of the Fall
3. Circus of Dead Squirrels
Two things I want to do before I die:
1. Be at peace.
2. To see what I want to see beforehand.
One confession:
1. I'm not as strong as I seem to be. I'm very anxious, and am usually worrying about something. Sorry if I come across as weak now, but that's who I am.
Adoration
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A little sincerity is a dangerous thing, and a great deal of it is absolutely fatal.
--Oscar Wilde.
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...True story.
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"Sometimes the right thing to do, isn't the good thing to do."
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