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A Sinners Confession

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Bless me father, for i have sinned;
Bless me, save me from my ways of taint,
Save me from myself.
I threw myself at your feet,
begging salvation, absolution, your mercy,
A judgement, a punishment, something more
Anything to rid myself of my burden;
Its weighing me down, smothering me
And i cannot take anymore.

Bless me father for i have sinned,
the deadly sin of lust hangs over my head;
Sodomy, the lash and the whip,
I am guilty of throwing myself into the devil's arms,
Begging for favours that cannot be found;
With a candied tongue i pleaded and won
Using only the wiles of a fullfledged jezebel
A coquettish gaze was all it took;
And the will power of man was shattered by my lustful spell.

Bless me fahter for i have sinned;
Bless me, save me from my ways of taint,
Save me from myself.
I threw myself at your feet,
begging salvation, absolution, your mercy,
A judgement, a punishment, something more
Anything to rid myself of my burden;
Its weighing me down, smothering me,
And i cannot take anymore.  

Bless me father for i have sinned;
Immercing myself in the tainted waters this world offers
Drowning my sorrows in the ways of over indulgence,
I damn myself a million times, and yet a million times again
My vision blinks fuzzy from the realization of what i've done
With a numbed mind and a broken soul
I poisoned myself to drown the pain,
feeling exhilarated at the fiery burn at the pit of mine heart
And the recklessness that surpassed all feelings of shame.

Bless me father, for i have sinned;
Bless me, save me from my tainted ways,
Save me from myself.
I threw myself at your feet,
begging salvation, absolution, your mercy,
A judgement, a punishment, something more,
Anything to rid myself of my burden;
Its weighing me down, smothering me,
And i cannot take anymore.

Bless me father, for i did sin,
And for my own personal gain i shoved them away;
Disloyalty, treachery and betrayal heaped at my feet
I didn't mean to; I never meant to;
Excuses poured like acid from mine candied tongue
No meanings, just words to trick and trap;
My human nature did me in; my deceitful web of lies
My heart i hate for its treacherous feelings,
Myself i hate all teh more for indulging them.

Bless me father for i have sinned;
Bless me, save me from my tainted ways,
Save me from myself.
I threw myself at your feet,
begging salvation, absolution, your mercy
A judgement, a punishment, something more,
Anything to rid myself of my burden;
Its weighing me down, smothering me,
And i cannot take anymore.

Bless me father for i have sinned,
Feigned indifference, but you know better
My wish for no place in this world, to sit and watch the clouds go by
Uneasines in my mind and soul, restlessness in my unknown sorrow
Unability to love in my heart, inability to love myself for who i may be,
I died and fell into a chasm, one from which i never really came back
My heart, mind and soul were consumed by that brackish hate;
I contemplated that one choice, left alone with no defense
The endless torture from the sin of sadness.

Bless me father for i have sinned;
Bless me, save me from my tainted ways,
Save me from myself.
I threw myself at your feet,
begging salvation, absolution, your mercy
A judgement, a punishment, something more,
Anything to rid myself of my burden;
Its weighing me down, smothering me,
And i cannot take anymore.

Bless me father for i have sinned,
For my eyes did wander, and my heart did wonder
Am i smart enough? Am i fair enough? Questions i had but one yielding answer
I think not, i know not; demeaning myself for reasons unknown,
Demure eyes cast down, for i know my place and refuse to challenge
But my mind torments me with thoughts of envy
Asking me what if? what if?
I don't know what to do, help me,
My traitorous heart is threatening to steal my sanity.

Bless me father for i have sinned;
Bless me, save me from my tainted ways,
Save me from myself.
I threw myself at your feet,
begging salvation, absolution, your mercy
A judgement, a punishment, something more,
Anything to rid myself of my burden;
Its weighing me down, smothering me,
And i cannot take anymore.

Bless me father for i have sinned,
Screaming twisted obscenities i became the thing i feared the most
I hated the world, and all who were in it;
Not caring if i hurt or maimed, not caring who i might've left behind
Words of bitter hate and rage dripped acid from my black heart
I hated you, i hated them, i hated myself;
I turned my back from this world, wanting to hid myself in a void
To get rid of that bubbling poison in myself,
To purify the malice bred in me.

Bless me father for i have sinned;
Bless me, save me from my tainted ways,
Save me from myself.
I threw myself at your feet,
begging salvation, absolution, your mercy
A judgement, a punishment, something more,
Anything to rid myself of my burden;
Its weighing me down, smothering me,
And i cannot take anymore.

Bless me father for i have sinned,
The deadly beginning of my glorious legacy;
I valued the way my eyes glinted when i was ecstatic or melancholy
I loved the way my hair fell past my shoulders in waves of spun chestnut,
My pride for myself did me in, my foolish vainity was naive,
Why did i believe taht my looks were worth something to me
When after all that pain I realized I am who i am
Nothing more, nothing less;
And so ends a legacy of sinful abandon.

Bless me father for i have sinned;
Bless me, save me from my tainted ways,
Save me from myself.
I threw myself at your feet,
begging salvation, absolution, your mercy
A judgement, a punishment, something more,
Anything to rid myself of my burden;
Its weighing me down, smothering me,
And i cannot take anymore.

There and back i walked in shadow;
From here to there i lost my innocence forever;
Come hither with me and walk hand in hand
As the stare of sin compels.
Holy mother of sin. :salute: Carl, i hope you enjoy this.

Overall time; 2 days.
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Elvishhobbit's avatar
lol, wow, that's really long, but it's AWESOME!