UnrequitedFeeling the soft streamers of moonlight
Like a caress of fingertips stroking my body
Shuddering with emotion,
Wracked by unknown feelings.
The ever-watching blue moon is my love
Offering me nothing but the jaded beauty
Of light in the cold winter nights
And the never wavering gaze of hatred.
Offering the love I possessed,
The silken petals of blood red roses
Were shredded as you shied away
Shy as the sea nymphs.
My petals broken, my heart hath shattered,
I wandered alone, wondering why and how
Wondering what I did wrong,
Feeling my soul die little by little
As I realized I'd forever be alone.
A FareWellShe gave us sunshine
When ever we had our doubts;
She provided a haven,
A garden of life and Love
A place of escape from our Troubles
Place to be free.
She was a Rose
Unblemished, proud, and beautiful
She was a Rose of England
One of which we are proud.
She was a Wife
Loyal, loving and filled with Devotion
Pledged herself, with another
She carried out her duties
With all the love she possessed.
She was a Mother
Caring , comforting, and warm as the Summer Sun
Painted across the afternoon skies;
She radiated kindness and warmth.
She was a fighter
Proudly carrying herself through times of struggle
She led the way for others
Gave us the way to happiness.
She is sunshine, brightening our hearts and warming our winter days
She is the flowers, shyly peeping through in the long desired spring
She is a part of you,
But she is also a part of me.
Today is our Farewell, a day of Remembrance
Tomorrow begins our Journey
But we cannot forget, we will not forget.
She lives on in us,
Dance of SinThe music begins; a haunting melody
which pierces the heart, mind and soul
casting away all thoughts of innocence,
robbing me of my virtue,
and leaving me in the throes of sinners glory.
i dance, i twirl, i lavish the delights
caught in the passion of the darkest ardor
i revel in the throughs of the deepest love,
my heart becomes malevolent,
my eyes lose their warmth and shine,
glazing over with a cold brittle hate
i become a deviant.
the dance carries on, couples waltz and whirl
whilst my partner and i are caught in each others eyes,
we notice no others, only the darkest secrets
each other hides.
colours blend as we lose ourselves in the
glorious patterns of our unearthly
dance of sins.
The room spins gaily as the music begins to ebb
yet exhausted we continue on,
the final chords to the everlasting dance of sinners
drew to a maleficent close, the couples parted ways,
you and i remained close,
caught in the heights or our dark ardor,
and the innocent watched in envy
and the sinners rev
I am Me.I grace the shadows, Looking in from out
Watching the people fly by
Absorbing the moments.
I act when called upon
Bracing myself for the afterewards pain
Looking to someone for guidance,
It seems i've lost my way.
I dance alone in misery
Whirling, twirling, until i glisten with sweat
Never stopping to wonder
What became of the people around me.
I cry in the darkness
Letting no one hear my wrenching sobs
That which tear my heart from within
Sobbing quietly in the comforts of silence.
To see me truly, no one ever shall
I hide away from the world
Safe in the foreign lands That are refuge from the harsh reality.
I am but one person
I am someone anonymous
Who seeks shelter in the darkness of the night
I am me.
A ReminiscenceA glance into the realm of foresight
Brought nothing but the sorrows of my past
An unforgotten chain or memories
That will ever haunt my past
Burned into my soul,
I can only rid myself of the constant reminders
That I am to blame for this ugly past.
A Monday ago, I fell from faith
Falling into the darkness that became uncertainty
I felt myself free from the chains of reality
But only for the briefest of moments
Before I was cast again into the world
Defenseless, alone, and cowering
I fled, fearing this dark, cruel place.
On a Tuesday before, I lost my body
To the lacerations and burns of reality
That stole away the little beauty
My body might have possessed
By becoming a gruesome shell of a body
A macabre, soulless person
I slowly became a shriveled sliver, of one I had once been.
On a Wednesday, I contemplated the ultimatum
To end the hurt might be easier than enduring
But the coward inside convinced not to
Telling me all the reasons to just forget it
Reminding me of those I love and
Avenging ArchangelA tarnished blade that pierced my heart
It's wielder stares coldly, gaining the glory of the kill
Battle stained, bloody, and brutal he stares
Like an avenging archangel gaining revenge for some unholy deed
Condemning my soul to the pits of hell.
A stone of Gneiss is what bruised my soul
Cast from the Druids to ward off my sins
Boring the brunt, it hurts more than the blade
Yet no one will help me
No one will rescue my dying soul.
A circle of steel cursed my being
In body and soul I know I am lost
Burned into my body
It shows I am a sinner, one ultimately condemned
A constant reminder of the child I am.
A goblet of poison is what finished off my existence
It boiled my blood, made my heart hammer
A dance of toxins pulls my body
Into the unknown depths of sleep
Before I begin my new life in the chains of slavery.
The avenging archangel who brought this to me
In light and love does he live
A life of comforts, a life of sanity
A difference to the brutality heaped upon my soul
Tips the scal
Wait in Time.I look around at the day passing by me,
People fly by without a moment's glance
Looking around I quite don't see,
It's like I'm stuck in some trance.
When I sink within and feel,
There's nothing there, it's all a lie
All these feelings inside me, they aren't real
Those bottled up feelings are one big sigh.
When I try to say, what They really wanna know
I ramble on and on, but They don't seem to hear
They glance up in surprise, but I've gone away
Diving within myself, I escape this world and my fear.
When They bustle around me, I shut my ears away
I'm prisoner in this world, unhappy and subdued
I know They won't include me, cause I'll never stay
I'll watch alone and on the outside and escape from this world
Hidden Away.I thought my heart would never warm
But it seems that I was wrong
My heart was melted just I tiny bit
And there you had my awe
I thought that would I locked away
Would forever remain inside
But somehow you just drew it out
Without my knowing how.
How did you do it?
Will you ever tell me how?
I wish to know the answer,
But please don't tell me now
When young I was, I was alone
I became sadness to the core
Grieving only silently inside
Believing to be strong
I grieved alone and quietly
Not wishing you to see
But somehow it's impossible
To hide my grief from you.
Why do you hold me?
Can you show me the way?
Hold my hand and take me there,
Lead me from this place away.
Seemingly quiet, trying to fade
Locking away this girl inside
So no one could ever see
The defeated, beaten young I alone
Falling away from freedom
All lost and all alone
I wished for someone to save me
And there you came along.
Do I ever want to know?
Do you want to tell?
Perhaps you will, perhaps you won't,
But the truth,